PERSONA . ペルソナ . MASK

Nice View Oh?

2011-11-12T04:44:00.001+08:00

After 20 years... I'll give anything just to travel back time and re-experience my uni life..
My uni life is just simply AWESOME!! ^___^

Btw.. Nice view oh? XD

Dusk @ Newtown

2011-11-10T21:13:00.001+08:00

It's been a while I do not snap the sky~
But... I still have the impulses to hold up my phone and snap photo whenever something caught my eyes!
Today~ This is it ^__^

Once Upon A Lake

2011-11-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

This is the scenery of sunrise at Westlake lakeside during my second semester of foundation...
Such a nostalgic view... Brought back a lot of memories ^___^
In the morning you can see people jogging...

Student cycling to campus...

Took this while I'm waiting for my friend to go campus together :)

Ahh.. I'm soooo gonna miss campus life after I graduate...

Must make use of the remaining time!! Treasure every moment!!

I Drink Sometimes..

2011-11-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

But I don't get drunk easily ^^

The Road Less Traveled

2011-11-08T05:05:00.004+08:00

Recently i've been working out of my comfort zone and having a rather interesting experience..

Like dealing with problems using ways that I never did before...

Being in a team and working with them in a way I never though i'll be...

Being Bold... (which I am surprised with how bold I can be XD)

Yes I'm beginning to learn to take risk in my life.

I want to see changes,

I want learn and grow from what I'm experiencing and be a better person.

(and seriously... I wonder what had gotten into me!! O__O)

OH most importantly..

I just want to keep my life as interesting as possible...

And enjoy the surprises that my life continue to give me...

As I continue to walk the path less travelled ^___^

***It somehow means I continue to do thing in my very own special way...
I always thought the way things works in my minds are somehow different from usual people..
Hmmmmmm.... XD

Pursuing My True Self

2011-10-29T00:28:00.003+08:00

After these few month...

I've seen a lot...

I've been through a lot...

I've found my reason of continue living...

I have a clear sense of direction of where i wanna be in the future...

Now...

I can see clearly who am i...

I also have the courage to accept myself as i am...

With all the strength and weaknesses...

Also the flaws...

But that is not enough...

The journey for searching true self does not stops here...

May i have the strength and courage to continue to walk the path ahead...

Nothing Last Forever

2011-05-20T10:08:00.002+08:00

Knowing that nothing last forever..
Is sad Isn't it?

But the catch is..
So does the bad times...
Just hang on a little and it'll end.

Because...
Nothing last last forever babe :)

Lesson of The Day

2011-05-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

Trust ur own instinct! Always~!

Why do all good things come to and end?

2011-05-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

It is still a question that constantly bugging me...
Everything started good...
But at some point of life...
It'll turn ugly...
And slowly to an end.
Why...?
Why do all good things come to and end?
Although sometime we tried so hard to fix it...
Hmmm.... >____<

Any Idea?
Or that's exactly what's life about...

Honey Dew Shake

2011-05-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

Perfect for a hot day like this! :D

There it goes.. Oopss...

2011-05-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

Haha... It's been one semester already..
Man... I really have to dedicate more time to this blogging thingy..
>__<

Let's have a quick recap of what happen this semester:

~ Living in a new house! New housemates! Nice ppl.. *previous one also nice haha XD
~ Learn basic violin.. *Wanna improve more.. ush~!
~ PMP! I had a lot of fun there.. Make a lot friends too!
~ PMP! Learn a lot of things... Seriously.. from time management to a variety aspect! :)
~ Feel Free to Talk! Worked with dedicated and motivating people.
~ Feel Free to Talk! First time conduct a workshop as a facilitator! Awesome!
~ Child Development is fun~ but a lot of thing to memorize...
~ Mr. Tan is an adorable hypocrite.. Love his spontaneous teaching :D
~ Abnormal Psychology is awesome! Just that Dr. Kelvin need to be more dramatic :P
~ Counselling Practice is really useful.. Dr. Kok is awesome in counselling!
~ Dr. Kok is extremely patience.. Need to learn from her!
~ Physiology Psychology.. O_O It's like Biology... Love it and Hate it too..
~ Ms Lucy... When looking at her teaching it's like looking at my auntie.. The familiarity.. :)
~ She's an awesome woman! :D
~ International Relation... Politics! Politics!
~ Mr Afi is also adorable as always :)
~ Love the idea of giving sweets during exam~
~ Sweets keeps me awake during exam :P
~ Wee & PP~ You guys are awesome :) Friend forever!
~ Kl trips that almost be my last trip thanks to Daniel the very "safe" driver.
~ Found a cheap house to stay at KL for my intern...
~ Felt more safer when Richard is driving.
~ ^_______________^
~ Going for intern soon... Hopefully can make it to intern *
~ Pray... Please... Pass all my exam :D
~ Holiday!!!!!
~ Career Exploration Week 2 is ongoing.. *Hope everything go well.. ush!
~ Congratulations for those who graduate this year!

Opps... Now I'm just simply rambling.. Lol
Will get organized soon :)
Try to have more dedication toward this blog! Ush!

Now ends another Semester...
One more year to graduation...
Definitely gonna miss my university years after graduate :)

With Love~
May all good things come.

Buzz Buzz Buzz =_=

2010-10-28T19:53:00.001+08:00

I've been crowded with a lot of unfinished business since the beginning of sem >_<
Also new business and challenges are emerging....
More unfinished business!!

AARRRRGG~~~

Activities....
Assignments....
Complex issues....
Classes.....
This...
That....
Afternoon nap...
facebook....
>__<
hehehehehe......

Phew.......
Busy busy busy.....

Well......
I'm living my life XD

习惯

2010-10-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

最近买了双新的拖鞋。。
因为旧的人字拖已经没有花纹了。。
穿上时觉得自己变得蛮狡猾一下。。嘿嘿。。

虽然买了新鞋。。。
可是奇怪的是。。。
每一次外出时。。。。
走到一半发现穿在自己脚上的是旧的那双人字拖。。。。
OS：“哎呀。。不是买了新鞋吗？Zomok还穿这个旧的人字拖的？”

才发现。。。
因为习惯了。。。。
每次出街时很自然的会穿那双旧的人字拖。。。。

这样不行咯。。。
很危险的。。。。。
一不小心就会滑倒的咯。。。
很痛的。。。
严重的话。。。
会丢人命的。。。 >__<

虽然旧的人字拖穿起来还蛮舒服一下。。。
虽然习惯了。。。。
可是。。。
还是很危险的咯。。。。

所以。。。
今天决定了。。。。
就算是再不忍心。。。
就算是习惯了。。。

不管那双旧鞋再舒服。。。
最后我还是把那双旧的人字拖丢掉了。。。

这样。。。
就不会再穿错了。。。
滑倒的几率也少了很多。。。。
嘿嘿~

^________^

看看这双就是新的拖鞋啦。。。

黑白那个双是旧的。。。
丢掉了咯。。 XD

有些东西。。。
就算是习惯了。。。
还是必须要忍下心。。。
丢掉的。。

Selfish

2010-10-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

I'm doing whatever it takes to make my life more easy
and less painful...

I Am Selfish.

like it or not.

It's a part of me.

Accept me.

Or Loose me.

Easy. ^___^

A Good Start?

2010-10-18T17:49:00.001+08:00

First day of New SeM!!!

Woo hoo!!
I didn't get a good night sleep yesterday because.....
The weather is so freakin hot until it woke me up in the middle of night...
Slept back around 4 near 5 in the morning... >_____<

So i wake up today mornin with a Panda Face.......
And then....
As usual the normal routine i always go through during days that have classes....
Brush, Bath, Stomach, Class....

Classes.. =_=
Today class....
Was....
Boring...... >____<
I'm already overwhelmed and can not focus......
A boring class... It's deadly...
Totally killed all my attention.....
Sorry to say that i totally unable to focus in class today......

For some reason.....
All my enthusiasm were strip away....
On the first day of a new semester!!??
OH No no no no no no no~~~

Gotta find ways to get my enthusiasm back.....
Or else....
It's gonna be ONE HELL of a Semester >_____<

Relationships

2010-10-17T21:36:00.005+08:00


Interesting Mind Map Illustrating Complexity of Relationships

RELATIONSHIPS

It's so involves with our life even when we're dead....
We're still attach to it...
(ok maybe not the deceased one... but the one who are still alive)

I didn't have much knowledge in this "relationships" yet....
(Ought to learn more though ^__^)
But what i learn from my experience to far is....
This relationship things can be simple.....
It can also be so complicated until you can't find words that fits to describe it...

Here's a little something something about relationships I see and experienced from my life so far.....

............................................................................................................................................................

Relationships

Some feels lonely without it...
Some feels happy without it...
Some feels lonely and happy when their in it =_=||| (Yes.. it's and..)

Some trying so hard to be in it...
Some trying so hard to be out from it...
Some just like to be in and out and in and out =_=||| (Is it fun to be like that??)

Some hope to be in it but sadly...
They can only remain hopeful... because it will never happen...
Some who are in it thinks that they've made a mistake to be in it...
And they'll try to find excuse to get out...
Shame on them...

Some thought they are in but actually it's just for the physical and nothing much.....

Some thought they are out from it...
But really...
Oh please....
Do you really think it's that easy to be out from it??

..............................................................................................................................................................

See.. Isn't complicated? @____@
Just my thought though.... Do not generalize.. XD

PS: Image above is taken from this site.. The site contains quite a lot of information about relationships... If you're interested you may go and have a look ^__^

Examination Results!

2010-10-16T05:49:00.001+08:00

I've check my examination result yesterday....
I am shock!!

Because I FAILED my Pendidikan Moral (I'm Immoral...??)
T_______________________________T
(BTW.... I realize it's the first time in my lifetime that i failed a test.. hmm.. records!! >_<)
I'm so freakin swt....
After all the trouble for running a campaign.....
(We need to run a campaign for our assignments..)
I failed...

It means...
I have to retake the freakin paper again...
Redo the freakinly troublesome campaign again....
(If there's a way to avoid this.. I'll definitely not gonna redo a campaign again..)
Attend the classes all over again...
This is very bleak....
Ugh..........

Oh well.....
At least I've passed all other subjects...
Have the candidacy to continue study...
Ultimately.......

Most important is...........
I still have the ptptn loan......

(This is the most important thing... Without the loan i don't have the financial ability continue study...)

Called my mom and told her about the results...
She screamed "Oh my god... My son is immoral..." (In a joking way)
=___=|||
Mommy just love to tease me that way......

Next semester........
Looks like i really have to give my all.......
Bless me........

By the way..
Congratz!!
To those who got very good results!! ^_________^

A Good Loser

2010-10-16T05:23:00.003+08:00

I hate losing a competition... (Nobody likes losing anyway =__=)
And i have a bad ways of dealing with it...

Of course..
When i win...
It's another story of course...
But when i lost...

Fire will starts to rage inside me...
My face will turn black.. (means I'm angry and not literally black! =_=|||)
And I'll be trembling... (Because I'm trying to hold myself from taking destructive actions)

Yes...
Basically...
I'm a bad loser...
I have a very destructive way of dealing with losing...
And it can cause quite a damage. (physically.. mentally.. social emotionally)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
I don't want to be a bad loser...

I have to make changes to myself...
I have to find ways... Solutions..
To change the way i deal with lost...

Well...
I want to be a Good loser...
If i am lost in any kind of competition XD
.......................

As i was blogging...
Found this magic sentence that can ease the pain of losing...

"It's ok to lose; just don't lose the lesson. - George Lucas"

Remember these wise words..
Next time when there's a winners and losers situation...
Winners - You already win, what to lose to encourage the loser by using this quote
Losers - Bear this quote in mind... It's OK to lose; just don't lose the lesson.

Too close with water

2010-10-14T23:28:00.001+08:00

Weeks ago~
Suddenly decided to shot the photos of running water..
So i took my Ruby (My phone.. Satio! XD) and starts to snap snap in front of the sink...
Snap snap snap in the bath room...
Snap snap snap snap snap.....
Realize to snap running water..

We need a lot of patience..

With trials and error...
Finally got a few satisfying shots!
^________^
Take a look below!

Trying to touch it!! lol

The Bursting mode

It's like droplet of rain water isn't it? hmm...

It's crystal clear XD

Changes

2010-10-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

Change change change changes~

Trying to get my old blog a new look...

>_________<

Gonna use this temporarily until i get a better looking template...
Will also try to create my own banner...

Lol...

If you guys saw any nice template let me know!!
I want black based template ^___^

Will continue to change~

Result!!?

2010-10-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

There's been rumors spreading around facebook..

That the result is coming out tommorow...

>____<

I'm nervous/excited/scared/whatver..

**mixed feeling

Hey!! Let's catch some butterfly tommorow.. XD
Hehe... hehehe... hehehehehehe...

Sight unseen

2010-10-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

See not with your eyes...

But your heart...
To discover the hidden beauty of it...

Haircut Song

2010-10-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna have my haircut cut cut...

My haircut cut....

My haircut cut cut...

My haircut cut....

So i get myself a haircut cut cut...

A haircut cut....

A haircut cut cut...

A haircut cut....

Weather's on the heat...
My head is feelin it...

The hotness is killin me...

It makes me feel so bleak...

I put up ice to loose the heat...

Still it's haunting me me me...

So i get myself a haircut cut cut...

A haircut cut....

A haircut cut cut...

A haircut cut....

I wanna have my haircut cut cut...

My haircut cut....

My haircut cut cut...

My haircut cut....

Kekeke~ Inspired by Peacock from Katy Perry XD

And Yes~ Finally i got a haircut today!! ^__^

Miyako Sensei

2010-10-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

Miyako Sensei...

Is actually a magical giant wolf from the anime "Natsume's book of friends"
Although it's a giant wolf, but it usually appear as a cat...
An irritating but funny cat XD

Why do i mentioned about this Miyako Sensei?
Lol...
It was because months ago...
There's this cat that love to visit our house...

And it looks like Miyako Sensei from the anime!!

So we named it Miyako sensei...

Kakaka....

It was also a very naughty cat....
Love to disturb people while people sleep...
It loves to sleep on peoples lap....
It loves to sleep...
Most of the time it will be sleeping...

I love that cat a lot...

But after a week away from Kampar..
When i come back..

It disappear...

**probably went somewhere else to get food and shelter..

But thought no matter where it goes...

It'll still be around Eastlake..

Unfortunately....

No sight of it since then...

Until now....

Miyako Sensei...

I hope you're having a great adventure no matter where you are...

^___________^

I miss your sleepy head....

I miss Miyako Sensei....

I wish you well...

Here's a photo of that sleepy head XD

Adorable isn't it ? ^__^

It's trying to drink from the bucket XD

Aw~~~~~~~~ Sleepy head....

>___<

Morning Glory

2010-10-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up pretty early today!!

So i take a ride around town....

And took this!

Flower of the shy shy grass XD

^__________^

The Close up!

2010-10-10T23:18:00.005+08:00

I really love taking close up photo...
I don't know why...
I just like to see thing very very very very close..
XD

So i bought a few jelly lenses online...
** a lense to add to the camera of your phone quite interesting.. XD
The quality is not very nice....
But at least it does work as the description say...
It enable my phone to snap close up photo!!

Here are some trial i did~~
Quite ok...
I think XD

Close up of he chain on my door XD

Close up of the ... er... i have no idea what is it.. XD
But it's small... hanging on the web on the door....

100 Post!!

2010-10-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Woo Hoo!!!
My blog have reached 100 Post!!
The Previous Post is the 100 post~~~

^________^

I never thought I've already posted this much XD

Haha~ XD

Ok...

I guess it's nothing to be excited about..
hmm...

But i am excited XD

Lalalala~~

Panorama!!

2010-10-10T04:33:00.004+08:00

Sunset...
Taken with my Ruby....
**my phone actually... Ruby is it's name XD

I LOVE THE COLOUR......

Yumcha, Motor

2010-10-10T03:22:00.005+08:00

Tonight I went to supper with Chee Hooi (Senior) at Haji Ghany...
.......
...
AAARG...
I forgot to order ABC...
Since Rich says it's nice I've been thinking about trying it out the next time i visit!! =_=
......
Oh Well....
Have to wait for another next time then....
>___<

Come back come back...
So....
We actually went there by motorcycle.....
I didn't ride a motor for a long while....

It felt kinda nice!!
The cold breeze......
The feeling of not restricted in a box....

But...
As in i didn't ride it for a while...
I'm kinda nervous...
A little scared...
Maybe because of my past experience...
Cousins death.........
Car accident that involves motorcycles....
>____________<

Anyway....
Nice experience!!
I meant the short trip to Haji Ghany with motorcycles....
Kinda makes me feel like getting one for myself...
but i don't have license though....
Oh well.....

PS: I hope i have three hands during the ride....
so that i can snap pictures with my third hand... >__<
and also..
Thanks for the ride Chee Hooi..

Little Poser Strong

2010-10-10T02:39:00.006+08:00

This little strong here...
Startled me....
So i gave it the spray of death...
>_____<

Then....
it strikes a very attention catching pose...
Kinda like reaching for something
(The light perhaps... "Can you see the light" XD)

Also...
The pose also kinda like...
The pose mask rider do when he is transforming...
XD

Kakakaka....

Ok...
Enough laughing...

Erm....
I hope it went to a better place....
^___^

hmmm...
I realize the title is a bit lame...
...
.
Oh well..
Whatever XD

Fireworks

2010-10-09T19:13:00.002+08:00

Fireworks from Katy Perry
The song is quite inspiring..
Sharing it here...
So guys pause the music player beside
And Play this video ^__^

At first i thought is sang by an Indian singer XD
Because at the beginning there's a little bit Tamil accent there XD

Enjoy and Be Inspired!

Manderella Me

2010-10-08T22:26:00.005+08:00

Originally... I planned to clean up the whole living room today....
But...
I overslept in the morning...
and overslept on my afternoon nap..
Lol... (ok... although it's not really funny..)
=___________=

When i woke up...
It's already 5++pm...
(Hmmm.... If Cinderella woke up this late... I bet she's probably dead already... her evil step-mother will kill her >______<)

So....
Ok...
it didn't go as planned...
But i manage to clean up the exterior of the house...
**i mean the part we put our bike... our shoes... dry our clothes.. what do we call that place again?? Please do let me know... >__<

Man...
It really drain my energy out.....
All that moving...
(Bicycles... they blocked the way.. have to move them to make sure the floor is sweep thoroughly.. XD)
All The Shoes to put them in order....

I realize my housemates have a lot of shoes...
Some shoes already worn out very badly...
But instead of throwing them away...
They still keeps it there to let dust mites to reproduce in them =__________=
The funniest part is...
Even some very new shoes that are only wore on certain occasion..
Are left outside to rot too =___=
**i don't know what word to use other than rot..
Those shoes are being abused.. They should be kept in a clean box.. So their life can last longer..

The place where we put shoes...
Is the part i hate to clean the most...
Imagine you have to knocked the dust and who knows whatever stuff out from those shoes...
And there's like a lot of shoes for you to do it =__=
I SWEAR when they're back... gonna ask them to get rid of their old shoes... And keep the new shoes in a appropriate manner...
....... Oh... I beg your pardon.... I might have got a little bit over emotional.. >__<

So after about one hour....
My job is done...
It's clean and the shoes are all in orders... Side effect is... My hand had swollen and it's painfully itchy...
**My skins are sensitive... Easily itches and pains =___=

It's not that i really love to do the cleaning...
Really..
It's just...
Hard to get some Princes and Princesses to get their ROYAL hand to do it...
XD
Ok i might get a little bit over~~
.....
Whatever~~ ^___^

It's Clean now~~~
and I'm Happy about it...

Tomorrow... It's the living room that I'm gonna put my magically itchy hand on... Hopefully i can wake up early to accomplish the mission...

Here's some photo XD

My Shoe.... Been with me almost 2 years... Gonna say goodbye to it soon....

Shoes!! Freakin Shoes!! XD

Well Then....
Good Night Everyone,,,
^__^

When It got Negative

2010-10-08T22:20:00.003+08:00

Taken in Sushi King...
Actually this is the picture of the soup....
Just Photoshop a bit..
The effect turns out quite nice...
Looks like outer space isn't it ^___^

Reasons To Snap

2010-10-08T03:52:00.004+08:00

I love taking photos....
Why??

Because...
Things are always changing... Everything will never be the same...

A beautiful flower today...
May be withered tomorrow...

So i take my camera...
and snap down the most beautiful moment of the flower....

Oops.. I think I've gone way to far XD

So...

Treasure the moment...

This photo was taken at Eastlake..
It kinda looks like there's a golden mountain over there...
It's beautiful ^__^

Growth

2010-10-08T03:38:00.002+08:00

I looked back to previous photo...
Trying to get some nice stuff from there...
As i was looking at the photos....
Something strikes me........
As these years pass...
I realize that....
I have grow...

A lot....

HORIZONTALLY!!
T_____________________T

Holiday!! Again

2010-10-08T02:49:00.003+08:00

When was my last post?? hmm..... >___<
Yikes..
I know...
Bites me too!!
Finally dragged myself to update....

Anyway..........
After the dreadful weeks of exam~~~
**Pray really really hard that i'm still gonna get my coming ptptn loan.. >__<

Finally~~ It's Holiday!!
**Although started holidays like last week >__<

What's my plan??
hmmm.......
originally....
Planned to worked part time...
But then...
Realize it's more fun to just let myself loose...
**Although I'm in that condition like all the time already..
Kakaka

But it's Holiday!!
I'm gonna be like very very loose~~
Do what i want when i want it.......
Sleep as long as i want......
Play as long as i want......
.......
wait....
I think i've been doing this even when it is not holiday...
Kekeke....
Erm......
Oh Well~~~
The heck~~~

Gonna continue what I'm doing for few more days...
Until nenek come to visit!!
Then can go Ipoh!!
Nenek... We're going Ipoh right?? @___@

This is gonna be the most.....

Erm..

ok..
lost of words..

Anyway..

Happy Holidays!!
^_________________^

OMA.... Become a bit like Weiyi's style already >__<
Aaarrr~~~

Road to Clay Mountain

2010-08-26T06:01:00.003+08:00

Hmm~ There's a lost heart....
Can you find it?
^____^

Night Stalker-ish

2010-08-26T05:42:00.004+08:00

These few days~
I'm getting less and less sleep at the night..
I know it's unhealthy.. but for some reasons..
ok.. for no reasons.. i juz seems to be uh... very energetic at night..
(ok... i think it's because of the excess nap i've been having in the evening.. >.< )
See.. I'm a night stalker now!
but I'm not proud of it!
Ok.. maybe a little bit...
Still!!
It's not a healthy lifestyle!!
So i will make adjustment and try to sleep earlier!
Maybe...
Hehe....
Yet still this time of hour I'm still here blogging...
Not a good head start.. *shy
...
.....
......
Fine! off to bed Now! ^-^

Trial Satio

2010-08-25T03:16:00.001+08:00

So first time doing mobile blogging.. Lol hope it turns out well.. If it does.. Then i'll be doing it often.. ^^

Turning Point

2010-08-25T02:14:00.003+08:00

Tonight...
I'm having insomnia again...
So finally... decided to closed down.. delete all the information in this blog...
Before i realize...
I started to read back my previous post...
and i realize.... I've grown a lot.... and.. I'm Awesome! XD
There's a lot of memories here...
It just seems like a waste if i delete it......
So...

Today.. 25th of August 2:17am sharp..
I made another decision....
I will not closed this blog.. and I'll continue to write my own stories here....
^___^

~Closing Down~

2010-07-31T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hey guys~
Sorry to say that this blog is closing down~
I'm gonna create a new blog~
The link will be announce when it's done..
So guys who linked me remember to delete this blog yea..
^^
Thx for reading my heart content ^^

Until then~
Enjoy!
Adios!

A Good Start? Perhaps..

2010-05-31T07:09:00.004+08:00

Officially Entering Year 2 Sem 1 !!

Yay!!

Cheers for that!!

XD

But...
I did not sleep yesterday..
Insomnia??
NO!
I am rushing the activities work..
T________________T
There goes my good night sleep...

Oh well~
Whatever...
New Year!
New Semester!
Not a very fresh start...

Still...
Enjoy!
Have Fun!
Work Hard!
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MORE SLEEP!!!!

So Long.........

2010-05-31T07:09:00.001+08:00

Again~

A while~

So long~

I didn't update my blog...

Wahaha~

But...

Here it goes..

Back to life~

Again~

^^

Crisis

2010-03-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

I mentally and physically exhausted these few days...
Because of the midterms and Assignment due dates...
Suddenly feel like I'm in a Crisis...
Because tomorrow morning i have a midterm..
Which is quite tough.. >.<
And Next week...
Assignment Due Date.. Midterms.. Presentation...

.....
.....
.....

Faint...

Very looking forward for the moment when all is over...

Then I can a good night sleep (been missing it a lot lately...)

Until then...

Gambatte!! ^^

Breakfast

2010-03-09T20:21:00.003+08:00

This...
Is what i usually have for breakfast on Monday morning...
Sometime i ate sandwich...
But one thing that is very sure...
That is...
I MUST eat something before i enter my class..
Hehehehehe...

Stop & Relax

2010-03-08T13:09:00.003+08:00

If you're feeling Tired or Stress...
Please...
Stop what you're doing...
Take a rest and Relax yourself...
^__^

NDSL!!!

2010-03-08T12:58:00.004+08:00

Few days ago until now i have a sudden urge to get a NDSL~
What is it?
It's a portable gaming console system..
Nintendo Dual Screen Lite..
I thought of PSP too...
But i personally like NDSL..
Cuz it have touch screen..
And the gampeplay is kinda unique and creative...
Dilemma!!!

But...

I have midterms and dead line this week!!
I should focus on them and not NDSL...
Or....
PSP....
AAAaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Anyway...
Any suggestion on which one i should get??
Please to give some suggestion ^^

Midterms.. Due dates.. Presentation..
AAaaaaaaaaaaa... 9(T_______T)6

NDSL.. PSP...
AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Ps: No human being or animals are harm during the screaming process..
The screaming part is plain imaginary.. If it bothers U.. Pls Do NOt Imagine it ^^

Change your View

2010-03-07T16:41:00.003+08:00

Missing Labels

2010-03-07T16:37:00.004+08:00

Labels are missing from my post...
Actually...
Because i am lazy to label...
Lol..

>.<

So...
No more labels.. XD

Random Photo

2010-03-06T03:41:00.002+08:00

Dragonfly~ lalala~ ^^

Buzz Week.. Buzz Month...

2010-03-06T02:36:00.002+08:00

Yes..
It's been a very buzz week..
Assignments... Midterms...
Are all coming to get us...
Man~
So~ tiresome...
Hopefully after all this..
I can have another nice loving holidays...
XD

Good Luck & All The Best To Everyone

Ps: Haven't update in quite a while... Man.. I feel so guilty XD

Random Emo

2010-03-06T02:29:00.002+08:00

I was furious for a moment...
But then i realize...
There are simply no reason for me to be angry anymore...
If there is a reason...
It would be why am i even be furious about it...

And so...
It was just a random feeling...
It'll just come and goes...
Just like that...
Leaving no evidence in my memory...

(but leave evidence in my blog.. swt...)

Something Little and Pink

2010-01-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

Juz feels like sharing some photo with you guys..
Hmm..
This is taken at eastlake lake..
Guess what it is? It's a dragonfly's eggs..
Cute isn't it..
Haha..

A Bloody Donation

2010-01-19T01:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday...
I went for blood donation..
Well..
I realize that...
I love the colour of my own blood..
It's so red and looks kinda juicy..
Makes me wanna drink it.. (i know.. i know... very 变态.. abnormal.. and i think i have the potential to be a blood sucking vampire..）

So yeah..
I donated my blood successfully..
By that i mean no accident..
No mis-poking of the needle..
2 of my friend weren't that lucky..
Because the nurse trainee did some little mistake..
and they (my friend) have to suffer the consequences..

One are being mis-poke..
On the wrong vein and so there isn't much blood coming out..
And so the nurse pulled the needle out and poke into another vein..
(OUCH!! and my friend told me that it's really really painful until he feels like laughing.. i know.. weird way to express pain right.. ==''')

Another told me that the nurse adjusted the needle while it's intact with her vein..
(=_='' can nurse do that.. i thought that will damage our vein..)
and of course it's very painful..
Imagine a needle is in your skin and being adjusted..
(it's like cutting through.. >.<)
Hopefully didn't have any heavy after effect... XD

By this i kinda do my own conclusion..
I think imma think twice before i go donate blood..
Especially when there's nurse trainee...
I don't wanna go with a heart of doing good things..
But got hurt and pain in return.. uh uh.. no...
Still.. that doesn't mean i don't support blood donation..
I support blood donation..
PPL~ Please go donate your blood.. It can help save life..
See.. I support... XD

It Wasn't A Bad Start

2010-01-19T01:00:00.005+08:00

But...
Doesn't seems very good either~ =='''
Why?
1st day in campus...
Superb tired today because i didn't get enough sleep yesterday night...
Then...
Our lovely lecturers fully utilize the time in tutorials although we haven't started our lecture classes... (On the bright side.. at least as far as it seems.. lecturers all are pretty good ^^)
that's what makes me more and more tired...
I fainted right after my dinner..

Realize that this semester have HELL lot of memorizing to do... OMG...
T_________________T

All The Best!!
Am Really looking forwards to our first lecture if this semester.. hehe..

I'm Back (Happy New Year)

2010-01-15T00:45:00.005+08:00

First of all..

Happy New Year!!!
^^

Yes..
I'm back..
I'm ready to update my blog again..
So..
YEAH!!!
Haha..
...
XD

Langkawi Trip!!

2009-10-09T23:59:00.005+08:00

Here's some of the nice shots taken~

Wonders why there's nobody.. hmm.. Because the SUN is HOT!!

Edited one.. There's still some flaws..

Looks like the Big Eagle trying to flew over the mountain... ^^

Nice place for Couple... ^^

This is the Jeti.. How to say Jeti in English??? Oh.. Port! XD

Nice~~~

This is.. Crab hole.. (Not crap hole ah..)

Those are real people... They're not actors.. Believe me.. XD

Hmm... Love to lie down on it.. So relax...

Look what i found.. Isn't it cute!! ^^

Uuu~ The sea....

Um.. Who are they??

So this is it...
^^
Feed your eyes..

ME & Langkawi!!

2009-10-06T22:47:00.005+08:00

So i went for Langkawi Island for a 3 day and 2 night stay...
With 4 other friend which is Eling, Nenek, Weiyi and Jynn...
It was really fun and exciting trip...
And a lot of unpredictable situations... XD
Hmmm.... Kinda really hard express all by words..
But I'll try my best.. I'll try... heehee ^^
I'm gonna make it kinda like diary..
And of course.. the will be photo...
Ehehehe...
So.. yea.. continue reading..

-The Adventure to Langkawi Island-

Oh.. now i realize it was actually a 4 days 3 nights trip for us...
Because we went to Jitra (which is around kedah too.. i think..)
Jynn house to stay overnight.. then only we go to Langkawi...
So.. Here it goes..

Day 1

Basically spent the day in the bus...
and Jynn house... In Jitra...
It took us around 5 hours to reach Kedah...
The trip was kinda bored... But thank god..
There's music for me.. I can live with music!!
XD
We reached Kedah around 9 somethin...
Then Jynn's family brought us to dinner!!
The Dinner was NICE!! All are spicy foods...
and seafoods.. AW my favourite~
A wonderful dinner~
(Except Jynn herself.. Cuz she doesn't like to eat spicy foods.. too bad for her.. mua ha ha ha~)
Then we went to Jynn's house...
and Stay over for one night...
Oh ya.. Kinda love the environment there...
Surrounded by trees and grass...
Paddy field... nice scenery...
But... kinda hard to sleep at night...
Cuz there are bug bugging...
Frog singing... Kinda like a concert at night...
XD But still.. I love that kind of place..

Day 2

Early in the morning...
We go to the port around 7 something...
And we take a ferry to Langkawi Island...
Kinda shaky at first...
But then get used to it later...
So i take a short nap..
Reach Langkawi around...
uh.. i forgot exactly what time..
(What!? U can't expect me to remember so detail.. XD)
But it was early..

We rent a car...
Guess what..
Wrong... I'm not the one who's driving it...
It was Nenek who's driving it..
Because she is the most experienced among us... XD

And... oops... I think i wrote too long..
U know what.. I'm gonna make short and simple..

Ok.. so the first day in Langkawi..
We find our accommodation...
It was at Pantai Chenang...
Quite nice... Our hotel is right beside a beach!!
Um..
2 Queen Size bed..
a big cupboard...
A TV..
A small fridge...
and a make up table...
Beside a beach...
IT ONLY COST RM150!!!
It was worth it! ^^ (and of course.. toilet included..)

Then we when back to the city to do some small shopping...
and eat lunch...
Oh ya... eat at a chinese stall... unhappy thing happen...
The mixed rice uncle (looks evil.. ) who sell mixed rice.. XD
He... chop our head..
(means make a big profit from selling things in a unbelievable high price... usually happens to tourist..)
The worst thing is he tell cheap lies...
There were a price list over there..
When we asked for price.. he refuse to tell us the price before we buy the food...
And he told us that the price list.. is unusable anymore.. (then why he still leave it there.. So DURIAN FlOWER.. He will go to hell... ==)
Hm!

Phew.. calm down.. it's over.. XD

After lunch...
We went to UnderWaterWorld..
Um.. i know there's another official name to that place..
Ps.. forgotten XD..
I thought i can see lot's of beautiful underwater creature..
I mean fishes... and take lot's of nice photo..
But.. some accident happens... and so it remains a dream for me..
== I'll be back!!

OK OK.. Short Short Short...
My hands are tired too..
OK.. Brief version.. seriously..
Want to know detail.. see me personally..
Much more easier to say then type..
and i will provide a link at the end of this post...
Because one of my friend did wrote a quite detail one.. XD

Hmm.. where do i stop..

Day 3

Went to Cable car..
(to go up to mountain..)
I forgot what mountain is it..
But it is said that can view the whole island..
COOL!!!
But.... The cable car was at maintenance..
==.... Another reason for me to revisit Langkawi...

Afterward to the city to do some massive chocolate hunt!!
and also Alcohol drinks!!

Then Back to hotel..
On to beach!!!
The wave are quite big...
Had a lot of fun at the beach!
^^
Until night...

At night..
Have a little walk around Pantai Chenang...
There are a lot of little stall selling clothes...
Buy a pant.. Lost my phone...
Find my phone.. (Have to drives for hours to get it..)
Found my phone..
Sleep... (hehe brief leh~ XD)

4 day

Ah~ The last day on Langkawi...
Wake up..
Pack things...
Back to Jeti....
Back to Kedah...
Take bus...
Back to Kampar...

The ends....
A lot of drama in the middle...
But have lot's of fun!!!
Looking forward to the next trip!!
XD

Oh ya..
For more detail version..
visit my friend's blog
http://weiyi0819.blogspot.com/
Title.. "背包旅行"
It's in chinese..

The end... Phew..
Oh ya.. For the photo..
I'll upload in the next post.. ^^

Back from Langkawi Island

2009-10-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

Phew...
I'm back!!
Langkawi Island trip was AWESOME!!
Am kinda tired now after hours and hours of traveling....
Will update some picture later on...
I'm gonna rest... ^^

-End-

Something Meaningful...

2009-09-28T01:19:00.003+08:00

IT IS NOT WHAT YOU SAY THAT MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE...

BUT IT IS WHAT YOU DO THAT MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE...

-End-

Langkawi.. I'm Coming!!!

2009-09-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

Ehehe...
Last semester we went to Cameron Highland...
I had a lot of fun!!
I was looking forward to this time traveling plan...
and finally...
We're going to Langkawi Island Tomorrow!!!
So excited...
I wanna shopping..
I wanna Choco-ing...
I wanna take lot's of nice nice snapshots!!!

LANGKAWI ISLAND... I'M COMING!!!!

Ehehehe...

Somethin Funny...

2009-09-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

So true~ XD

The end of another chapter

2009-09-28T00:56:00.004+08:00

Looks kinda like a teddy bear... XD

Well....
Final exam is over...
YAY!!!
Hehe...
And that's it for my Degree Y1S1...
A lot have happen...
meet a lot of new friends...
There are happy times..
There are sad times..
There are funny times...
There are pleasant times...
Let's just say it was all very interesting...
and definitely worth it...
I've also learn a lot of new things..
Hmm...
I wanna thx everyone who steps into my life...
U all have make my life a lot more worth living! ^^
There goes another chapter of my life...
I hope that the coming chapter..
Would be more interesting...
Yup..
It would be more interesting..
There will be more dramas coming..
Mua ha ha ha ha... XD

Meteor...

2009-09-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

Your heart is at where the stars lies...
I can only see...
But...
Unable to reach....
The distance of our heart is far...
And so i pray...
And hope that...
One day...
One day....
Your heart will turn into meteor...
And fall right into me.... ^^

Catwalk

2009-09-24T23:26:00.003+08:00

Today right after dinner...
On our way back to home...
We meet this cute but skinny kitten...
played with it.. it was adorable..
and so i take a shot of it...
god.. it was such a poser..
look!!

This.. it stuck.. XD

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-End-

!!!!??

2009-09-19T14:32:00.002+08:00

I cooked herbal soup few days ago...
It is said can clean our blood...
I kinda doubt it..
Why?
Because...
This is how the herbal look like after being cooked...
囧....

um.... ew..... !!!!!???
I'm... Speechless... =='''

Fly....

2009-09-19T13:54:00.004+08:00

I spot YOU!!!
I SPOT you!!!
FLY!!!

How do you get in here??
Did they hire you to watch over here??

"Grrrr... Wraff!!! Wraff!!!.... "

Er.... ok..
Swt...
I better keep a distance from it....

~Sleepy Day~

2009-09-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

zzzzZZZZZzzzz

Yesterday...
Cuz already pass 12..
So..
Hehe..
Yesterday~
I slept for whole day!!!
I'm supposed to study for my stat paper!!
Today is the test...
But...
For some reason...
I do not feel guilty~
It's been a while before i have a good sleep..
Haha....
But NOW....
Am feeling a bit guilty...
Cuz i'm kinda scared i'm gonna fail my stat paper... (hopefully not..)
Haha...
OK.. Back to study~
Ah chak!! (not ah~bu chak... Weiyi teach de.. wa ka ka)

PS:It really feel good to sleep for whole day!! He he... ^^

New Block.. UTAR???

2009-09-14T22:40:00.004+08:00

I've visited our new UTAR Block that just finished construct recently....
It was SO COOL!!!!
It actually doesn't look like a campus building...
instead.. it look like some kind of big organization office building...
SO COOL!!!
The Design is so COOL!!
Ok ok... i know...i know... I'm repeating the "so cool"
but... SO COOL!!
Ha ha... I've spend like one hours to wander around the new buildings... (there are 5 )
So Exciting~
Oh.. and i took some shots too!! ^^
AW.... I wish i could study in one of the new block... ( XD found new toy.. ignore the old.. )
So below are some photo of the new block i took...
Have a look....

See See~ ^^

These posers are actually waiting for examination... XD

Woah~ kinda like a resort or somethin...

Cool right?? ^^

Until next post... Enjoy.. ^^

LUCKY Me Not?

2009-09-14T22:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I slept around 4...
Guess I'm way to excited to sit for my first paper today..
Ha ha...
It ends up today morning was quite a drama for me...
It was like this...

"It's 4.. better sleep.. or else i can't wake up early tmrw..."
Then i straight away went to bed and zzzZZZZZZ
It was such a nice sleep~

(heard birds chirping.. and slowly open my eyes.. then look at the time.. it was 9.05am)
"WHAT!!! 9.05am!!!!
The exam starts at 9.00am... 囧

First thought - "OMG!!! I'm DOOM!!!"

Second thought - "==... Should i still go sit for the paper?" (Gosh.. why do i even hesitate)

Third thought - "What the @#$ juz go for the paper.. I ain't gonna miss it and sit again next sem..."

And so...
I wash my face and dress up in 5 minute! (Miraculously...)
I even change my clothes at the living room (Thx god nobodies around.. or my spot will be seen XD.. ok kiddin.. bout the spot thing.. the living room thing.. it's real..)
Then i straight away rush to campus.. (again.. Thx god i live near the campus..)
It took me about another 5 minute to reach my examination hall...
So i reached there about 9.15 + am..
Phew.. and sit for the paper...

....The End....

Gosh~ it was my first time late for exam...
I had fun... What... It was one of my life experience.. Never happen before.. XD
I hope it's the last too... haha...
But seriously... Today was Awesome!!
I'm so Lucky~ Isn't it?

Ps: I forgot to set my alarm yesterday... XD

Photo/Love/Me

2009-09-12T17:31:00.003+08:00

Wonder why is there so many photo in my blog?
Hello~ Obviously i love to take photo...
Photo of myself.. others.. scenery..
^^
I want to capture all the beautiful moment...
and.... um.. out of word.. aaarg!!
I want to improve my English...
So i can express more.. T-T...

Oh well~
Here's another nice shot to share with all of u..

"Emo" Spot 1.0

2009-09-12T17:18:00.004+08:00

Ok..
So Where is my "Emo" spot 1.0?
It's actually Eastlake...
Yup.. Eastlake.. The lake at Eastlake...
Ha ha...
It's quite a nice spot...
I used to go there every evening...
The breeze is soothing...
It's a Best spot for watching sunset..
I have quite a lot of memory over there to...
BUT...
UTAR have build a wall and block the path to enter the site..
and put a no trespassing sign + UTAR property over there..
@#*&!!
Come on man.. It's a nice spot..
It's not like UTAR is using it for something...
Can't they just let it be so we can enjoy the beautiful sight..
== "
...
.....
........
Oh well~
So glad i took quite a lot of photo on that spot...
So..
Here it is.. My "Emo" spot 1.0

Can u see there's actually lovers in the photo.. Aw...

This is taken when Eling drop her spec when she laugh dramatically.. XD
Nice shot.. ^^

"Emo" Spot 2.0

2009-09-12T00:06:00.004+08:00

Such a Beautiful scene...
This water tank..
I used to go there when i feel unhappy..
It's my "Emo" spot.. Haha...
I used to have another "Emo" spot..
But... Haiz... I'll talk about it next time..
^^
Hmm~ What kind of feeling does this photo give you?
Comment on it please.. ^^

~For My Future Self~

2009-09-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

This video inspire me..
Just share with all of you..
^^

+Study Mode+ Activated!!

2009-09-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

Boo YA!!
Finally!
I've settle down my feeling..
Can concentrate on study a bit more already.. XD
(not fully though.. still have a life to live.. wa ka ka)
Well.... Final Examination is approaching fast...
All my Friends and Classmates and Strangers...

Gambateh!!!

Ehehehe... ^^

Poring look alike.. KAWAI!!!

2009-09-10T07:55:00.003+08:00

Ehehe..
I went for CDC fund raising meeting yesterday...
And realize Hui Ying have this cute and adorable key chain..
It look kinda like Poring (Cute monster!!) from Ragnarok online (obviously it's a online game.. XD)
So i snatch it and snap a photo with it on my hand..
AW~~~ So CUTE!!
Look!

Isn't it adorable? ^^

Little Angels in The Dark

2009-09-10T00:49:00.003+08:00

I used to cycle to Newtown from Eastlake..
By using that small route..
I'll pass by a long path..
and then a small pond...
and lastly a small hill..
The whole way was dark...
grassy... I always used that route at night...
It was kinda eerie everytime i pass by...

Last time..
When i cycle back around 1..
As i were going down the hill....
Suddenly!!
A tiny light pass by me..
I was started..
So i stop... (Shouldn't i cycle faster rather than stop.. =_='')
Then i realize that tiny little light..
Is a firefly!!
Yup!!!
A firefly..
There were only one...
But i am very happy...
Cuz never thought i'll be able to see fireflies again..
I kinda wish there will be more..

Today..
As i'm coming back from Newtown..
Again i used that small route...
Again as i am going down the hill...
I saw fireflies again..
This time..
I saw 2!
So it did increase in amount!!!
Bravo!!
Keep it up!!
I hope i can see a massive amount of fireflies next time!!

These tiny little insect...
Flying around in the dark..
Juz like Little Angels that wanders...
It didn't really light up the path...
But it's presence is enough to ease my fear and make that route a bit pleasant..
^^

Dark Blue days..

2009-09-09T11:59:00.001+08:00

4 Leaves Clover?

2009-09-09T11:40:00.003+08:00

Final Examination

2009-09-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

Time fly WAY too fast...
Final examination is just around the corner..
Coming in few days time...
and yet...
I'm still kinda slack off.. (shame on u! boo~)
I know.. I know..
I'm suppose to study hard..
looks like it's harder for me to study hard...
XD
I'll try...
I'll try...
Hey~
For those who are also taking final examination too..
All The Best!!
May there be lots of rainbow later~
Hehe.. ^^

Currently..

2009-09-09T11:26:00.003+08:00

=_='''
I know.. i know...
I've been posting something happen long long ago..
But can't blame.. I'm updating what~
Well...
I'll post something current then..
There might be some confusion though..
But it'll be ok~~
Ha ha.. ^^

PMP Program

2009-09-07T13:56:00.003+08:00

PMP means Peer Mentoring Program..
This program is to guide the freshmen to adjust
to their new campus life..
bla bla bla...
bla bla... XD

So yea~
Why am i talk about this PMP anyway~
Of course it's bcuz i'm involve in this program..

I'm a mentor (ya.. i didn't type wrong..)
I'm a mentor!! mua ha ha..
I got to guide a few freshmen which known as mentees...
and.. i got a partner too!! Hehe...

So i have uh...
Let's see...
8 mentees under our guidance..
and..
we have a name for our this little group..
It's~~ KIWI!! =='' (Happy lor Eling.. Ur favourite fruit...)
It's not like we can choose our group name.. ><..

This program last for a month...
So yea.. we have fun..
I've learned a lot in this program..
I've grown a lot..
meet more friends..
It was a great experience.. ^^
So there will be photo..
But i'll upload later..
I wanna thanks my partner Ken...
who help me a lot in this program..
I also wanna thanks my mentees Minyi, Ling fan, Xiao Bin, Kean Yong, Chun Hian, and Sakthe.. Who gaves a lot of coperations to make this program work..
I hope u all had fun..
and learn something..
and make valuable friends in this program..
Don't forget me~ ME ME ME!!
Your Awesome Mentor~
Mua ha ha ha!!

So here are some photo as promised.. ^^

Yup.. That's it.. ^^

Farewell...

2009-09-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Since we've enter degree..
Sad to say that some of my classmates and friend..
Will go to PJ to further their studies..
=___________________=
Why~ Why!!? Muz they move to PJ ne...
Hmm...
Well...
It's the a part of our life...
Have to suck it up and live with it anyway~
...
Hehe...
I'll Miss them...
sometimes... XD
When ya'll come back from PJ..
Come and visit me lar...
With fruit basket also o~~
^^
Wish U all All The Best In Life! ^^

- Entering Degree -

2009-09-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

After 9 month of suffering...
Finally~
Entered degree!!
I'm officially a Degree Student..
XD So High!!
I can now proudly tell ppl
"I am a Psychology student!"
instead of "I'm foundation student.. er.. leading to psychology"
It's not that i'm not proud of takin foundation..
cuz it's juz that ppl usually ask what course are u taking..
and.. foundation is not a course.. it's a program instead...

Anyway!!
Way over with foundation..
Yippie!!!
XD
Had fun!
Learned a lot!
Make a lot of friends!!
I'm gonna miss my foundation classmates.. T-T
Although we're not that close but they do make it
into my life.. (aw~)
XD..

Well!!
Degree life!!
I'm gonna get the best of me!!
and the best of U!!

~ It Was A Good Start ~

Swift Update!!

2009-09-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

OMG~ This blog is barely Alive!!!
I gonna have to have a swift update!!!

Speeding~ Speeding~ Speeding~ XD

Massive update coming up!

顺其自然的也许。。

2009-04-20T08:39:00.002+08:00

你对我说过。。
你不会再伤我的心。。
你说不必再想那么多。。
让一切顺其自然吧。。

之后。。
我们话少了。。
那份情。。
也似乎慢慢地淡了。。

也许，顺其自然。。
是“请你把我放下”的好听版本而已。。

也许，你对我的好。。
也只是一时之念而已。。

也许，你对我的情。。
也只是说说而已。。

也许，你对的我关心。。
也只是不想伤我的心而已。。

也许，你这样。。
只是不忍心对我残忍而已。。

也许，我的离开。。
会对彼此好一点。。

笑。。
不是来自快乐的。。
思念。。
也是疼的。。

也许，最后。。。
因爱你。。
受伤的。。。
心碎的。。。
心死的。。。
是我。。。

对吗？

相信。。
你依然会说。。
一切。。
顺其自然。。

Tired

2009-03-31T21:16:00.005+08:00

It's been a while i didn't update my blog..
Feeling kinda sorry for it..
(Hey.. even though it is just a blog.. i think it have feelings too.. i think..XD)
Heehee..

Well...
It's been quite a week...
Assignment... (did not help much though.. )
Midterms... (am worried.. but not doing anything about it.. deserve to fail?)
And some issues that brought up recently...
So many things to deal with..
I'm feeling physically and mentally exhausted... (for today..)
I don't know..
Right after coming back from classes..
I just feel so hungry and tired..
I just lie down on the bed on the living room..
And I don't feel like moving..
Even for an inch from that bed...
Although I'm feeling extremely hungry..
But just too tired to move..
I even think I've fainted for a moment.. =_='''
Seriously... I blackout for a moment... no kidding...
But then after an hour...
I can't stand the hunger..
And woke up to find food...
Decided to go have dinner at Tesco...
For some reason..
My body feel very very tired..
Or maybe just the hunger..
I don't know... XD
Never felt like this before..

Well..
I feel better right after i had my dinner..
And a waffle..

Hmm...
Funny...
Why do i have a feeling like I'm writting a diary or something...
....

Pursuing My True Self

2009-02-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

We are living our lives...
Abound with so much information...
Come on, let go of the remote...
Don't you know you're letting all the junk flood in?
I try to stop the flow, double clicking on the go...
But it's no use...
Hey, I'm being consumed...
Loading...
Loading......
Loading.........
Quickly reaching maximum capacity...
Warning...
Warning...
Warning!
Gonna short-circuit my identity...

Get up on your feet, tear down the walls..
Catch a glimpse of the hollow world...
Snooping 'round town will get you nowhere...
You're locked up in your mind...
We're all trapped in a maze of relationships...
Life goes on with or without you..
I swim in the sea of the unconscious...
I search for your heart...
PURSUING MY TRUE SELF!!!

我。。变了。。。

2009-02-14T22:10:00.006+08:00

我。。。
已经变了。。。
变成懂事了。。。
变聪明了。。。
变得不像以前那样单纯了。。。
心变得有点黑了。。。
变得有点无情了。。。
笑容变得有点假了。。。
变得更自私了。。。
变自恋了。。。
变得不再理会别人的心情了。。。
变得有点情绪化了。。。

我。。。
也学会了好多东西。。。
学会了如何爱自己。。。
学会了如何伪装自己。。。
学会了如何掩饰自己的心情。。。
学会了如何哄自己开心。。。
学会了如何坚强面对事情。。。
学会了如何和孤独相处。。。
学会了如何保护自己。。。
学会了如何一针见血。。。
学会了如何骗人。。。
学会了不择手段来达到目的。。。
学会了如何无视。。。
学会了不再依靠别人。。。
学会了。。。
开心时。。。
笑。。。
不开心时。。。
假笑。。。
伤心时。。。
想办法令自己笑。。。

Photo Competition - I WON 3rd Place - XD

2009-02-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

I send a few photo for the photo competition contest held by community service...
I thought i'm gonna won the 1st prize... XD
Too bad... only got 3rd prize...
But at least i won..
Ha ha ha ha...
I wonder who's the one who got the 1st prize heh...
Hmm....
Oh yea...
Here are those photo i send for competition..

This is the winning photo^^
So...
How was it??
Wonder what's the prize i got..
Well... it's a blue bottle and a towel...
I was just thinking about buying a new bottle...
Guess there's no need to buy now..
Hee hee

What a Drama.. End

2009-01-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

Phew...
Finally...
The short drama have been acted out successfully...
Well...
It was not bad... Not very good either..
(What... We're not professional.. so don't expect too much from us.. XD)
Well... when i first enter the heritage all...
The moment i walked in...
I'm shocked...
Because.. there are not much people... (=_=)'''
Well... but as the drama start...
start to have more and more people come...
Well...
We're attracting student.. he he..
NOT...
It's the PTPTN loan talk after our drama that attract the student...
SWEAT~
Well...
Anyway..
Our drama went well...
As for the PMP singing after our drama..
It was not so good..
Because of some technical problem...
The music is like so loud..
And the singers are like...
Haven't have their lunch yet..
Because they can't sing out loud...
Basically..
We can only hear music..
And look at the dummies standing on the stage... (no offense)
Hmm...
I think i'll post a video of it...
If i can get it...^^
At the end of the day..
I'm exhausted...
But..
Quite satisfy with the excitement my life brought to me~
Ha ha ha ha...

Ming's Homecoming

2009-01-08T00:15:00.003+08:00

Degree's holidays are about to end..
Which means...
My roommate (who currently in degree) is back!!!
Well...
I never have a roommate before..
So..
Might not know how to be a good roommate..
I'm kinda a talkative person..
And... i don't really that kind would sit still at a place...
So... i will most probably bugging my roommate all the time..
But..
I will try to control myself... (which is extremely hard.. wa ka ka ka)
Hopefully...
I won't cause much trouble for he who live in the same room with me^^
Ha ha..
Hopefully...
Please bear with me for a few years~
OK? I will try my best not to cause you any trouble..

What a Drama..

2009-01-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

What a Drama...
He he...
What a title...

The truth is...
I'm in a short drama..
For our Orientation Day's Campus Adjustment Talk...
There are like 6 short scene..
Each scene have a common problem face by new student..
The problems are..
Financial Problems..
Independent Problems...
Academic Problem...
Language Problem...
Interpersonal Relationship Problem...
And Homesick Problem...
Common problem heh~

Well...
Guess what problem that i'm the main actor...
....
Ha ha...
Not funny...
I'm the one with relationship problem...
Yep...
RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM...
Interesting heh..

I have to act as a lonely..
pessimistic..
shy guy... (which is so not me.. but it is sometime...)
God..
I dunno how will it turn out to be..
(=_=)'''

Brand New Year!!

2009-01-01T02:18:00.004+08:00

3... 2... 1...
Snap!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Well....
I end my 2008 by taking photos with a few friends...
^^ i almost thought i'm gonna ends up alone..
Thanks... For spending the last day of a year with me^^

Well...
Looks like the last day of year 2008 is quite interesting..
He he..

A New Year...
Year 2009...
A new me...
A new start...
New challenges...

No matter what happen...
I will live my life..
To full....
With no regret...
^^
I promise my self...

Last day of a year...

2008-12-31T15:11:00.007+08:00

Today...
Is the last day of year 2008..
How would the day end?
I'm still wondering....
Lonelyness..
Fear....
Just crawl into me...
And linger...

I want to sing!!
Sing out my heart!!!

"Konna ni, konna ni, chikaku de mitsumete mo
Doushite, doushite, tada no tomodachi na no
Donna ni, donna ni, tsuyoku omotteite mo
Tsutaerarenai
You don't understand
I'm so in love with you...

Mainichi, mainichi, mune ga kurushii karaa
Ikutsu mo, ikutsu mo nemurenu yoru wo koe
Hajimete, hajimete, deatta ano hibi mata
Modoreru no nara ii no ni
I'm so in love with you..."

Konna Chikaku de by Crystal Kay

Never thought that a song that sounds so happy...
The meaning can be so heartbreakin...
Guess we can't judge the song base on it's music huh.. (=_=)'''

Well...
Still have time left before the day ends...
Be strong..
And make it through the day..
Until tonight count down...
For a new start...
New Year..

Open Day Helper

2008-12-20T22:07:00.005+08:00

I took a part time job as a helper at UTAR open day
Perak Campus...
The wages was quite a number..
it's RM4.50 per hour... (Wow~ that's seriously a lot..)
Ehehe... and lunch is provided... ha ha...
The pay is like so much more than my previous part time job...
It's quite fun because the work are quite easy...
I was assign to help the Career Guidance Workshop...
There are three task for the helper to do...
That is... Advertise.. Registry... and Help running the workshop...
There are 2 other helper work with me that day..
So... we just interchange our post from time to time.. (so that it would not be BORING~)
I have quite a lot of fun... (Well... i can have fun whenever i feel like having fun... hehe...)
Oh.. i even took pictures!! (as usual....)

Our Career Guidance Workshop Flyers

This is Me & Wei Yi (kinda blur....)

Me & Hong Yun

Hong Yun (=_=)''' (These guys... are they working or playing....)

It was quite an interesting day... ^^
It was Fun!!
Nice working with you guys~

High & Low

2008-12-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

A cold night...
A Christmas party...
A Warm smile..
That makes me happy...
A Warm hug....
That keep me going...
And presents...
Which is so lovely..

A game...
That's really exciting...
And fate somehow brought you to me...
Tie us together using a string...

But my heart is as cold as sea...
Which cause us to loose badly...
You give me that look...
I don't think its funny...

Finally...
You can't take it...
A cold sentence...
You throw to me...
"If it's like this.. we can never have to talk too each other"
But for me...
It doesn't mean much...
Because it's already become a reality..
Way before you realize it is...

A Bad Habit (About Sleep)

2008-12-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

This is very bad....
I get to bed very late recently...
I think it slowly became a habit...
OMG...
This is no good....
Not good for my skin... XD
He he...
Well....
I will try my best to sleep early...
Don't wanna cause volcano eruption...
Like the olden days... =_='''

Pirate Ship

2008-12-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

A pirate ship!!??
It comes from never never land!!??
Well...
I was wondering will it let me on board...
And bring me to Never Never Land...
And never ever have to come back....
^^

What A Day!

2008-12-12T23:36:00.006+08:00

~Drama In The Early Morning~

Early in the morning...
I woke up pretty late...
It was a bad start...
Anyway i get over it..
i prepared and get ready to go to class..
Elaine already waiting for us desperately at the living room...
Because obviously.. we are late!!!!
Guess what... the most unfortunate thing is...
Our Dear "Star" over slept... =_='''
Guess her boyfriend do not want wake her up...
(AW... Isn't that sweet~)
Not! not to us!
Well...
I don't care much... since we're late...
So i just suggest we leave without her...
She can come later...
But Elaine refuse to do so...
Reason is...
"我不想被无谓的人问无谓的问题，我又要给一些无谓的答案"
Um...
For those who can't understand chinese..
Sorry..
I don't know how to translate...
Anyway..
OMG... (=_=)'' that's harsh...
But i kinda agreed with that... XD
Well.. it is an interesting morning...

~A Great Thing~

Right after Writing For Mass Comm...
I quickly have my lunch and rush back home to get my laptop..
And upgraded the RAM to 3GB!!!
Yippie!!!
Oh..
Ran into Ken at the computer shop..
He suspect that I'm gonna skip my class again..
Well i didn't...
BUT HE DID!!!
Hopeless......
>.<
Anyway.. Upgraded my RAM!!! YAY!!

~I'm Creative!!?~

In writing for business...
Well...
Our dear lecturer Ms Por..
Have given us two title and ask us to discuss...
Which is...
What have we learn in her class..
and how is it interesting to us...
And express our answer in either drawing or words...
Of course...
As expected...
My group express it by drawings...
And our work was Ms Por's Most favourite...
She said it was very creative..
Well it was my idea..
Of course.. XD (chewah~)
Here a photo of our work..
So Proud of Myself... hehe.. XP

Can you tell what it means?? ^.^