Shattered

It hurts so much...
The pain...
The sorrow...
It's just too much for me to bear...
My fragile heart is shattered into million pieces again...
By the same culprit...
But...
It hurts so much more than last time..
There's something different this time...
It is...
Unexpectedly surprising..
Even to myself...

I know that I'll need time to mend back my broken heart..
it'll all get better in time..
But I wonder...
How long will it took?

It hurts..
Everytime i see you..
And it hurts..
When it heals too...

Chapter 2 Under One Roof

Finally~
Breaks over..
And We're all back to continue our semester 2..
I mentioned before that I'm gonna move to live with friends..
and now here we are... 6 girls 3 guys live under one roof..
Wonder what kind of sparks will we get..
So far, we get along pretty well..
Hopefully we'll be good like forever..

Kampar Life Chapter 1 End

Final Examination starts today...
Nervous...
Exciting...
Yep.. all the emotions piling up..
A lots have happen for the past few days...
Happy, Sad, high and low...
With all the emotions...
Somehow have affect my mood for sitting Final Examination.. (hopefully can get over it..)
Final examination will proceed about two weeks time..
It's about to come to an end of an chapter...
after two week...
We'll be moving in together...
Old face..
But new place...
It'll be a new beginning...
A new start...
Hopefully a good start....
A start of a new chapter...
A story of me & them....
Chapter 2..
"Under One Roof"
I wonder how will the story be..
But i bet..
It must be interesting...

Happy Birthday!!!

Thanks guy..
and girls..
for celebrating my Birthday with me..
I was so touch..

It was my Birthday few days ago..
and a few of my good friends celebrated it with me...
I was so touch by them...
Why??
We'll see why..

That day..
They plan to celebrate with me around 7.30pm..
But unfortunately..
It was raining that day..
from the evening till night...
So i was told by them that the celebration will be postpone until the other day..
Well..

It was almost midnight.. (still rainin..)
My Birthday almost end...
While i was studying (che wah.. studying weh~)
I heard someone knocking my door..
(who on earth would come and find me in the middle of the night??)
I was a little bit freaked out...
but.. then the someone called my name...
then i fainted...
nah~ the fainted thing was a lie..
He he..

Anyway...
The one who show up in front of my door is my friends...
They make it through the rain to come and celebrate with me...
(they live quite a distance from my hostel some are more far away)
I was surprise..
a little...

Now..
Come to the celebration part..
So they've bought me a cake (aw..)
A chocolate cake coated by white cream (i think the white cream is milk.. or vanilla.. i think...)
So as usual..
light the candle.. make a wish....
and blow...
Wait.. It's different for me this time...
We IMAGINE we lighted up the candle...
Then i blow the IMAGINARY candle.. (of course after they sing the sacred song..)
Why??
Because there was no fire..
I mean there's nothing to light up the candle... (gosh.. interesting huh..)
Then we took a few picture..
then do usual stuff... (receiving gifts)
I'm having quite a good time~~
Thanks~
My dear friends~
Thank you so much for celebrating my special day with me...
Here are some of the photo taken on that very special day...


My Birthday Cake (taken after ruined by me...)


Peace~


Look kinda funny.. surrounded by girls (blush blush... not!)


Me & Dear Ken... (lookin dear...)


Suppose to cool... ends up... boo hoo....


Present... I like it a lot.. why... Duh.. its my favourite colour!!
Wonder what's inside...


AW.. look at that cute little purple doll (Which Ken is molesting it)
It's from the purple gift box... Isn't it cute~


Uh... I don't know what are they trying to accomplish..


Still don't know why... but.. looks like they're having fun..

And here are some photo taken during Ken's Birthday...


Cheese~ I mean.. Pandan... He he..


(moving his lips..) Are you done yet??


Star & Ken...


Eling & Ken


Me & Ken (duh~ obviously that's me.. )

Well that's all about it..
Huh?? why not write more on Ken's Birthday...
Hello~
Like i say~
This is my blog~
I write what i want to write..
Ken~
Hopefully you'll start blogging too..
That should be interesting..
Ha ha ha....

It's gonna Rain

OOoo...
It's been raining for the past few days...
Gosh... I miss night market...
Why~
Why!!?
Why must it rain during this time of a year..
I won't complain if it rain in the middle of the night..
But..
The whole afternoon!!!
and practically the whole day is raining...
@.@
I've check the weather forecast for the next few days..
Guess what...
~Rainy day again~
-_-'''
For goodness sake...
Next week is Final Examination...
Rainy day make me feel sleepy~
worst case scenario...
it makes me no Mood to study~
Sad~~~

1st Semester about to end

Hmmm..
I've been study over here about 3 month...
Finally~ 1st semester is about to end...
Well... in this three month...
I've learn a lot.. and had a lots of fun..
and also..
I've meet variety of people and make a lot of friends too...
I'm really glad that i come and study over here..
Really~
Ha ha~
I'm very looking forward toward the next semester..
Because.. I'm gonna move out from the old apartment to live with my friends...
Instead of living alone...
Yep~~
I'm finally getting housemates!!
Woo Hoo~
Hopefully everything went smooth~

Yellow Journalism

Wow...
I kinda turning my blog into yellow journalism...
With all these sensationalised stories...
He he he..
Well....
Like i say..
I post for fun...
Hopefully...
U have fun reading it...
Yellow journalism or not...
If i post anything that offense you guys...
Please notify me...
and I'll see what can i do about it..
~ HAPPY READING ~

Hidden Meaning

Well... u know..
I love to go and try out stuff...
This time is bout what is the hidden meaning of my name..
It describe my personality...
and other stuff...
So~
Dear friend...
who likes to know more about me..
Here it is...

What Quay San Thien Means

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are. You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth. You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

So.. is it accurate?
Why don't you tell me..