Buzz Buzz Buzz =_=

I've been crowded with a lot of unfinished business since the beginning of sem >_<
Also new business and challenges are emerging....
More unfinished business!!

AARRRRGG~~~

Activities....
Assignments....
Complex issues....
Classes.....
This...
That....
Afternoon nap...
facebook....
>__<
hehehehehe......


Phew.......
Busy busy busy.....

Well......
I'm living my life XD

习惯

最近买了双新的拖鞋。。
因为旧的人字拖已经没有花纹了。。
穿上时觉得自己变得蛮狡猾一下。。嘿嘿。。

虽然买了新鞋。。。
可是奇怪的是。。。
每一次外出时。。。。
走到一半发现穿在自己脚上的是旧的那双人字拖。。。。
OS：“哎呀。。不是买了新鞋吗？Zomok还穿这个旧的人字拖的？”

才发现。。。
因为习惯了。。。。
每次出街时很自然的会穿那双旧的人字拖。。。。

这样不行咯。。。
很危险的。。。。。
一不小心就会滑倒的咯。。。
很痛的。。。
严重的话。。。
会丢人命的。。。 >__<

虽然旧的人字拖穿起来还蛮舒服一下。。。
虽然习惯了。。。。
可是。。。
还是很危险的咯。。。。

所以。。。
今天决定了。。。。
就算是再不忍心。。。
就算是习惯了。。。

不管那双旧鞋再舒服。。。
最后我还是把那双旧的人字拖丢掉了。。。

这样。。。
就不会再穿错了。。。
滑倒的几率也少了很多。。。。
嘿嘿~

^________^

看看这双就是新的拖鞋啦。。。

黑白那个双是旧的。。。
丢掉了咯。。 XD

有些东西。。。
就算是习惯了。。。
还是必须要忍下心。。。
丢掉的。。

Selfish

I'm doing whatever it takes to make my life more easy
and less painful...

I Am Selfish.

like it or not.

It's a part of me.

Accept me.

Or Loose me.

Easy. ^___^

A Good Start?

First day of New SeM!!!

Woo hoo!!
I didn't get a good night sleep yesterday because.....
The weather is so freakin hot until it woke me up in the middle of night...
Slept back around 4 near 5 in the morning... >_____<

So i wake up today mornin with a Panda Face.......
And then....
As usual the normal routine i always go through during days that have classes....
Brush, Bath, Stomach, Class....

Classes.. =_=
Today class....
Was....
Boring...... >____<
I'm already overwhelmed and can not focus......
A boring class... It's deadly...
Totally killed all my attention.....
Sorry to say that i totally unable to focus in class today......

For some reason.....
All my enthusiasm were strip away....
On the first day of a new semester!!??
OH No no no no no no no~~~

Gotta find ways to get my enthusiasm back.....
Or else....
It's gonna be ONE HELL of a Semester >_____<

Relationships

Interesting Mind Map Illustrating Complexity of Relationships

RELATIONSHIPS

It's so involves with our life even when we're dead....
We're still attach to it...
(ok maybe not the deceased one... but the one who are still alive)

I didn't have much knowledge in this "relationships" yet....
(Ought to learn more though ^__^)
But what i learn from my experience to far is....
This relationship things can be simple.....
It can also be so complicated until you can't find words that fits to describe it...

Here's a little something something about relationships I see and experienced from my life so far.....

............................................................................................................................................................

Relationships

Some feels lonely without it...
Some feels happy without it...
Some feels lonely and happy when their in it =_=||| (Yes.. it's and..)

Some trying so hard to be in it...
Some trying so hard to be out from it...
Some just like to be in and out and in and out =_=||| (Is it fun to be like that??)

Some hope to be in it but sadly...
They can only remain hopeful... because it will never happen...
Some who are in it thinks that they've made a mistake to be in it...
And they'll try to find excuse to get out...
Shame on them...

Some thought they are in but actually it's just for the physical and nothing much.....

Some thought they are out from it...
But really...
Oh please....
Do you really think it's that easy to be out from it??

..............................................................................................................................................................

See.. Isn't complicated? @____@
Just my thought though.... Do not generalize.. XD


PS: Image above is taken from this site.. The site contains quite a lot of information about relationships... If you're interested you may go and have a look ^__^

Examination Results!

I've check my examination result yesterday....
I am shock!!

Because I FAILED my Pendidikan Moral (I'm Immoral...??)
T_______________________________T
(BTW.... I realize it's the first time in my lifetime that i failed a test.. hmm.. records!! >_<)
I'm so freakin swt....
After all the trouble for running a campaign..... 
(We need to run a campaign for our assignments..)
I failed...

It means...
I have to retake the freakin paper again...
Redo the freakinly troublesome campaign again....
(If there's a way to avoid this.. I'll definitely not gonna redo a campaign again..)
Attend the classes all over again...
This is very bleak....
Ugh..........

Oh well.....
At least I've passed all other subjects...
Have the candidacy to continue study...
Ultimately.......

Most important is...........
I still have the ptptn loan...... 

(This is the most important thing... Without the loan i don't have the financial ability continue study...)

Called my mom and told her about the results...
She screamed "Oh my god... My son is immoral..." (In a joking way)
=___=|||
Mommy just love to tease me that way......

Next semester........
Looks like i really have to give my all.......
Bless me........

By the way..
Congratz!!
To those who got very good results!! ^_________^

A Good Loser

I hate losing a competition... (Nobody likes losing anyway =__=)
And i have a bad ways of dealing with it...

Of course..
When i win...
It's another story of course...
But when i lost...


Fire will starts to rage inside me...
My face will turn black.. (means I'm angry and not literally black! =_=|||)
And I'll be trembling... (Because I'm trying to hold myself from taking destructive actions)

Yes...
Basically...
I'm a bad loser...
I have a very destructive way of dealing with losing...
And it can cause quite a damage. (physically.. mentally.. social emotionally)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
I don't want to be a bad loser...

I have to make changes to myself...
I have to find ways... Solutions..
To change the way i deal with lost...

Well...
I want to be a Good loser...
If i am lost in any kind of competition XD
.......................

As i was blogging...
Found this magic sentence that can ease the pain of losing...

"It's ok to lose; just don't lose the lesson. - George Lucas"

Remember these wise words..
Next time when there's a winners and losers situation...
Winners - You already win, what to lose to encourage the loser by using this quote
Losers   - Bear this quote in mind... It's OK to lose; just don't lose the lesson.

Too close with water

Weeks ago~
Suddenly decided to shot the photos of running water..
So i took my Ruby (My phone.. Satio! XD) and starts to snap snap in front of the sink...
Snap snap snap in the bath room...
Snap snap snap snap snap.....
Realize to snap running water..

We need a lot of patience..

With trials and error...
Finally got a few satisfying shots!
^________^
Take a look below!

Trying to touch it!! lol

The Bursting mode

It's like droplet of rain water isn't it? hmm...

It's crystal clear XD