顺其自然的也许。。

你对我说过。。
你不会再伤我的心。。
你说不必再想那么多。。
让一切顺其自然吧。。

之后。。
我们话少了。。
那份情。。
也似乎慢慢地淡了。。

也许，顺其自然。。
是“请你把我放下”的好听版本而已。。

也许，你对我的好。。
也只是一时之念而已。。

也许，你对我的情。。
也只是说说而已。。

也许，你对的我关心。。
也只是不想伤我的心而已。。

也许，你这样。。
只是不忍心对我残忍而已。。

也许，我的离开。。
会对彼此好一点。。

笑。。
不是来自快乐的。。
思念。。
也是疼的。。

也许，最后。。。
因爱你。。
受伤的。。。
心碎的。。。
心死的。。。
是我。。。

对吗？

相信。。
你依然会说。。
一切。。
顺其自然。。

Tired

It's been a while i didn't update my blog..
Feeling kinda sorry for it..
(Hey.. even though it is just a blog.. i think it have feelings too.. i think..XD)
Heehee..

Well...
It's been quite a week...
Assignment... (did not help much though.. )
Midterms... (am worried.. but not doing anything about it.. deserve to fail?)
And some issues that brought up recently...
So many things to deal with..
I'm feeling physically and mentally exhausted... (for today..)
I don't know..
Right after coming back from classes..
I just feel so hungry and tired..
I just lie down on the bed on the living room..
And I don't feel like moving..
Even for an inch from that bed...
Although I'm feeling extremely hungry..
But just too tired to move..
I even think I've fainted for a moment.. =_='''
Seriously... I blackout for a moment... no kidding...
But then after an hour...
I can't stand the hunger..
And woke up to find food...
Decided to go have dinner at Tesco...
For some reason..
My body feel very very tired..
Or maybe just the hunger..
I don't know... XD
Never felt like this before..

Well..
I feel better right after i had my dinner..
And a waffle..

Hmm...
Funny...
Why do i have a feeling like I'm writting a diary or something...
....

Pursuing My True Self

We are living our lives...
Abound with so much information...
Come on, let go of the remote...
Don't you know you're letting all the junk flood in?
I try to stop the flow, double clicking on the go...
But it's no use...
Hey, I'm being consumed...
Loading...
Loading......
Loading.........
Quickly reaching maximum capacity...
Warning...
Warning...
Warning!
Gonna short-circuit my identity...

Get up on your feet, tear down the walls..
Catch a glimpse of the hollow world...
Snooping 'round town will get you nowhere...
You're locked up in your mind...
We're all trapped in a maze of relationships...
Life goes on with or without you..
I swim in the sea of the unconscious...
I search for your heart...
PURSUING MY TRUE SELF!!!

我。。 变了。。。

我。。。
已经变了。。。
变成懂事了。。。
变聪明了。。。
变得不像以前那样单纯了。。。
心变得有点黑了。。。
变得有点无情了。。。
笑容变得有点假了。。。
变得更自私了。。。
变自恋了。。。
变得不再理会别人的心情了。。。
变得有点情绪化了。。。

我。。。
也学会了好多东西。。。
学会了如何爱自己。。。
学会了如何伪装自己。。。
学会了如何掩饰自己的心情。。。
学会了如何哄自己开心。。。
学会了如何坚强面对事情。。。
学会了如何和孤独相处。。。
学会了如何保护自己。。。
学会了如何一针见血。。。
学会了如何骗人。。。
学会了不择手段来达到目的。。。
学会了如何无视。。。
学会了不再依靠别人。。。
学会了。。。
开心时。。。
笑。。。
不开心时。。。
假笑。。。
伤心时。。。
想办法令自己笑。。。

Photo Competition - I WON 3rd Place - XD

I send a few photo for the photo competition contest held by community service...
I thought i'm gonna won the 1st prize... XD
Too bad... only got 3rd prize...
But at least i won..
Ha ha ha ha...
I wonder who's the one who got the 1st prize heh...
Hmm....
Oh yea...
Here are those photo i send for competition..










This is the winning photo^^
So...
How was it??
Wonder what's the prize i got..
Well... it's a blue bottle and a towel...
I was just thinking about buying a new bottle...
Guess there's no need to buy now..
Hee hee

What a Drama.. End

Phew...
Finally...
The short drama have been acted out successfully...
Well...
It was not bad... Not very good either..
(What... We're not professional.. so don't expect too much from us.. XD)
Well... when i first enter the heritage all...
The moment i walked in...
I'm shocked...
Because.. there are not much people... (=_=)'''
Well... but as the drama start...
start to have more and more people come...
Well...
We're attracting student.. he he..
NOT...
It's the PTPTN loan talk after our drama that attract the student...
SWEAT~
Well...
Anyway..
Our drama went well...
As for the PMP singing after our drama..
It was not so good..
Because of some technical problem...
The music is like so loud..
And the singers are like...
Haven't have their lunch yet..
Because they can't sing out loud...
Basically..
We can only hear music..
And look at the dummies standing on the stage... (no offense)
Hmm...
I think i'll post a video of it...
If i can get it...^^
At the end of the day..
I'm exhausted...
But..
Quite satisfy with the excitement my life brought to me~
Ha ha ha ha...

Ming's Homecoming

Degree's holidays are about to end..
Which means...
My roommate (who currently in degree) is back!!!
Well...
I never have a roommate before..
So..
Might not know how to be a good roommate..
I'm kinda a talkative person..
And... i don't really that kind would sit still at a place...
So... i will most probably bugging my roommate all the time..
But..
I will try to control myself... (which is extremely hard.. wa ka ka ka)
Hopefully...
I won't cause much trouble for he who live in the same room with me^^
Ha ha..
Hopefully...
Please bear with me for a few years~
OK? I will try my best not to cause you any trouble..

What a Drama..

What a Drama...
He he...
What a title...

The truth is...
I'm in a short drama..
For our Orientation Day's Campus Adjustment Talk...
There are like 6 short scene..
Each scene have a common problem face by new student..
The problems are..
Financial Problems..
Independent Problems...
Academic Problem...
Language Problem...
Interpersonal Relationship Problem...
And Homesick Problem...
Common problem heh~

Well...
Guess what problem that i'm the main actor...
....
Ha ha...
Not funny...
I'm the one with relationship problem...
Yep...
RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM...
Interesting heh..

I have to act as a lonely..
pessimistic..
shy guy... (which is so not me.. but it is sometime...)
God..
I dunno how will it turn out to be..
(=_=)'''