End. Begining

I'm moving to another blog.

But this blog will remain open for visitation :)
Know more about what's going on in me on...
http://persona-pursuingmytrueself.blogspot.com

After every endings comes a new beginning :)

Nice View Oh?

After 20 years... I'll give anything just to travel back time and re-experience my uni life..
My uni life is just simply AWESOME!! ^___^

Btw.. Nice view oh? XD

Dusk @ Newtown

It's been a while I do not snap the sky~
But... I still have the impulses to hold up my phone and snap photo whenever something caught my eyes!
Today~ This is it ^__^

Once Upon A Lake

This is the scenery of  sunrise at Westlake lakeside during my second semester of foundation...
Such a nostalgic view... Brought back a lot of memories ^___^
In the morning you can see people jogging... 

Student cycling to campus...

Took this while I'm waiting for my friend to go campus together :)

Ahh.. I'm soooo gonna miss campus life after I graduate...

Must make use of the remaining time!! Treasure every moment!!

I Drink Sometimes..

But I don't get drunk easily ^^

The Road Less Traveled

Recently i've been working out of my comfort zone and having a rather interesting experience..

Like dealing with problems using ways that I never did before...

Being in a team and working with them in a way I never though i'll be...

Being Bold... (which I am surprised with how bold I can be XD)

Yes I'm beginning to learn to take risk in my life.

I want to see changes,

I want learn and grow from what I'm experiencing and be a better person.

(and seriously... I wonder what had gotten into me!! O__O)

OH most importantly.. 

I just want to keep my life as interesting as possible...

And enjoy the surprises that my life continue to give me...

As I continue to walk the path less travelled ^___^

***It somehow means I continue to do thing in my very own special way...
I always thought the way things works in my minds are somehow different from usual people..
Hmmmmmm.... XD

Pursuing My True Self

After these few month...

I've seen a lot...

I've been through a lot...

I've found my reason of continue living...

I have a clear sense of direction of where i wanna be in the future...

Now...

I can see clearly who am i...

I also have the courage to accept myself as i am...

With all the strength and weaknesses...

Also the flaws...

But that is not enough...

The journey for searching true self does not stops here...

May i have the strength and courage to continue to walk the path ahead...

Nothing Last Forever

Knowing that nothing last forever..
Is sad Isn't it?

But the catch is..
So does the bad times...
Just hang on a little and it'll end.

Because...
Nothing last last forever babe :)

Lesson of The Day

Trust ur own instinct! Always~!

Why do all good things come to and end?

It is still a question that constantly bugging me...
Everything started good...
But at some point of life...
It'll turn ugly...
And slowly to an end.
Why...?
Why do all good things come to and end?
Although sometime we tried so hard to fix it...
Hmmm.... >____<

Any Idea?
Or that's exactly what's life about...

Honey Dew Shake

Perfect for a hot day like this! :D

There it goes.. Oopss...

Haha... It's been one semester already..
Man... I really have to dedicate more time to this blogging thingy..
>__<

Let's have a quick recap of what happen this semester:

~ Living in a new house! New housemates! Nice ppl.. *previous one also nice haha XD
~ Learn basic violin.. *Wanna improve more.. ush~!
~ PMP! I had a lot of fun there.. Make a lot friends too!
~ PMP! Learn a lot of things... Seriously.. from time management to a variety aspect! :)
~ Feel Free to Talk! Worked with dedicated and motivating people.
~ Feel Free to Talk! First time conduct a workshop as a facilitator! Awesome!
~ Child Development is fun~ but a lot of thing to memorize...
~ Mr. Tan is an adorable hypocrite.. Love his spontaneous teaching :D
~ Abnormal Psychology is awesome! Just that Dr. Kelvin need to be more dramatic :P
~ Counselling Practice is really useful.. Dr. Kok is awesome in counselling!
~ Dr. Kok is extremely patience.. Need to learn from her!
~ Physiology Psychology.. O_O It's like Biology... Love it and Hate it too..
~ Ms Lucy... When looking at her teaching it's like looking at my auntie.. The familiarity.. :)
~ She's an awesome woman! :D
~ International Relation... Politics! Politics!
~ Mr Afi is also adorable as always :)
~ Love the idea of giving sweets during exam~
~ Sweets keeps me awake during exam :P
~ Wee & PP~ You guys are awesome :) Friend forever!
~ Kl trips that almost be my last trip thanks to Daniel the very "safe" driver.
~ Found a cheap house to stay at KL for my intern...
~ Felt more safer when Richard is driving.
~ ^_______________^
~ Going for intern soon... Hopefully can make it to intern *
~ Pray... Please... Pass all my exam :D
~ Holiday!!!!!
~ Career Exploration Week 2 is ongoing.. *Hope everything go well.. ush!
~ Congratulations for those who graduate this year!

Opps... Now I'm just simply rambling.. Lol
Will get organized soon :)
Try to have more dedication toward this blog! Ush!

Now ends another Semester...
One more year to graduation...
Definitely gonna miss my university years after graduate :)

With Love~
May all good things come.

Buzz Buzz Buzz =_=

I've been crowded with a lot of unfinished business since the beginning of sem >_<
Also new business and challenges are emerging....
More unfinished business!!

AARRRRGG~~~

Activities....
Assignments....
Complex issues....
Classes.....
This...
That....
Afternoon nap...
facebook....
>__<
hehehehehe......


Phew.......
Busy busy busy.....

Well......
I'm living my life XD

习惯

最近买了双新的拖鞋。。
因为旧的人字拖已经没有花纹了。。
穿上时觉得自己变得蛮狡猾一下。。嘿嘿。。

虽然买了新鞋。。。
可是奇怪的是。。。
每一次外出时。。。。
走到一半发现穿在自己脚上的是旧的那双人字拖。。。。
OS：“哎呀。。不是买了新鞋吗？Zomok还穿这个旧的人字拖的？”

才发现。。。
因为习惯了。。。。
每次出街时很自然的会穿那双旧的人字拖。。。。

这样不行咯。。。
很危险的。。。。。
一不小心就会滑倒的咯。。。
很痛的。。。
严重的话。。。
会丢人命的。。。 >__<

虽然旧的人字拖穿起来还蛮舒服一下。。。
虽然习惯了。。。。
可是。。。
还是很危险的咯。。。。

所以。。。
今天决定了。。。。
就算是再不忍心。。。
就算是习惯了。。。

不管那双旧鞋再舒服。。。
最后我还是把那双旧的人字拖丢掉了。。。

这样。。。
就不会再穿错了。。。
滑倒的几率也少了很多。。。。
嘿嘿~

^________^

看看这双就是新的拖鞋啦。。。

黑白那个双是旧的。。。
丢掉了咯。。 XD

有些东西。。。
就算是习惯了。。。
还是必须要忍下心。。。
丢掉的。。

Selfish

I'm doing whatever it takes to make my life more easy
and less painful...

I Am Selfish.

like it or not.

It's a part of me.

Accept me.

Or Loose me.

Easy. ^___^

A Good Start?

First day of New SeM!!!

Woo hoo!!
I didn't get a good night sleep yesterday because.....
The weather is so freakin hot until it woke me up in the middle of night...
Slept back around 4 near 5 in the morning... >_____<

So i wake up today mornin with a Panda Face.......
And then....
As usual the normal routine i always go through during days that have classes....
Brush, Bath, Stomach, Class....

Classes.. =_=
Today class....
Was....
Boring...... >____<
I'm already overwhelmed and can not focus......
A boring class... It's deadly...
Totally killed all my attention.....
Sorry to say that i totally unable to focus in class today......

For some reason.....
All my enthusiasm were strip away....
On the first day of a new semester!!??
OH No no no no no no no~~~

Gotta find ways to get my enthusiasm back.....
Or else....
It's gonna be ONE HELL of a Semester >_____<

Relationships

Interesting Mind Map Illustrating Complexity of Relationships

RELATIONSHIPS

It's so involves with our life even when we're dead....
We're still attach to it...
(ok maybe not the deceased one... but the one who are still alive)

I didn't have much knowledge in this "relationships" yet....
(Ought to learn more though ^__^)
But what i learn from my experience to far is....
This relationship things can be simple.....
It can also be so complicated until you can't find words that fits to describe it...

Here's a little something something about relationships I see and experienced from my life so far.....

............................................................................................................................................................

Relationships

Some feels lonely without it...
Some feels happy without it...
Some feels lonely and happy when their in it =_=||| (Yes.. it's and..)

Some trying so hard to be in it...
Some trying so hard to be out from it...
Some just like to be in and out and in and out =_=||| (Is it fun to be like that??)

Some hope to be in it but sadly...
They can only remain hopeful... because it will never happen...
Some who are in it thinks that they've made a mistake to be in it...
And they'll try to find excuse to get out...
Shame on them...

Some thought they are in but actually it's just for the physical and nothing much.....

Some thought they are out from it...
But really...
Oh please....
Do you really think it's that easy to be out from it??

..............................................................................................................................................................

See.. Isn't complicated? @____@
Just my thought though.... Do not generalize.. XD


PS: Image above is taken from this site.. The site contains quite a lot of information about relationships... If you're interested you may go and have a look ^__^

Examination Results!

I've check my examination result yesterday....
I am shock!!

Because I FAILED my Pendidikan Moral (I'm Immoral...??)
T_______________________________T
(BTW.... I realize it's the first time in my lifetime that i failed a test.. hmm.. records!! >_<)
I'm so freakin swt....
After all the trouble for running a campaign..... 
(We need to run a campaign for our assignments..)
I failed...

It means...
I have to retake the freakin paper again...
Redo the freakinly troublesome campaign again....
(If there's a way to avoid this.. I'll definitely not gonna redo a campaign again..)
Attend the classes all over again...
This is very bleak....
Ugh..........

Oh well.....
At least I've passed all other subjects...
Have the candidacy to continue study...
Ultimately.......

Most important is...........
I still have the ptptn loan...... 

(This is the most important thing... Without the loan i don't have the financial ability continue study...)

Called my mom and told her about the results...
She screamed "Oh my god... My son is immoral..." (In a joking way)
=___=|||
Mommy just love to tease me that way......

Next semester........
Looks like i really have to give my all.......
Bless me........

By the way..
Congratz!!
To those who got very good results!! ^_________^

A Good Loser

I hate losing a competition... (Nobody likes losing anyway =__=)
And i have a bad ways of dealing with it...

Of course..
When i win...
It's another story of course...
But when i lost...


Fire will starts to rage inside me...
My face will turn black.. (means I'm angry and not literally black! =_=|||)
And I'll be trembling... (Because I'm trying to hold myself from taking destructive actions)

Yes...
Basically...
I'm a bad loser...
I have a very destructive way of dealing with losing...
And it can cause quite a damage. (physically.. mentally.. social emotionally)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
I don't want to be a bad loser...

I have to make changes to myself...
I have to find ways... Solutions..
To change the way i deal with lost...

Well...
I want to be a Good loser...
If i am lost in any kind of competition XD
.......................

As i was blogging...
Found this magic sentence that can ease the pain of losing...

"It's ok to lose; just don't lose the lesson. - George Lucas"

Remember these wise words..
Next time when there's a winners and losers situation...
Winners - You already win, what to lose to encourage the loser by using this quote
Losers   - Bear this quote in mind... It's OK to lose; just don't lose the lesson.

Too close with water

Weeks ago~
Suddenly decided to shot the photos of running water..
So i took my Ruby (My phone.. Satio! XD) and starts to snap snap in front of the sink...
Snap snap snap in the bath room...
Snap snap snap snap snap.....
Realize to snap running water..

We need a lot of patience..

With trials and error...
Finally got a few satisfying shots!
^________^
Take a look below!

Trying to touch it!! lol

The Bursting mode

It's like droplet of rain water isn't it? hmm...

It's crystal clear XD